Monday, July 18, 2005

I told him. I told him everything. I'm cdrunk right now..So I don't know what to do.

It was so hard, I was crying when I told him and it was hard to look into his eyes. He asked me if I slept with Michael. I told him that he stayed the night, but he didn't want to know the details. He cut me off with his hand, and started shaking his head.

Then he threw a book across the room, and knocked over a chair. He grabbed his bag and left the apartment. He slammed the door so loudly, I jumped.
I feel so lost. I don't konw what the hell I'm doing with my life. I screwd up..I screwed up everything..

Then I started drinking.

I dont want to write anymoreabout this right now
posted by Iris at 10:45 PM